Week one of recommitment complete!

I have ALL my appt's scheduled and will be talking with a physician and the schools health clinic on monday about metformin and BCPim a little scared about the BCP though. I know that yaz ans yasmin are two that are recommended for PCOS but have MAJOR issues, like a recall was put out on them because of medical issues. I'm wondering what else is out there for me to use....
Anyway I did well today, had a little mini challenge about what to and not to eat and how healthy to be at a restaurant. My friend and I went to sushi which in general is pretty healthy but they had CHOCOLATEEEE and calorie filled sushi goodness (the really yummy sushi that is healthy but not so healthy *dies*). I wanted it all!!!! I ended up walking out having ate a little over 700 cals which is more than I wanted to eat ( I wanted to have 300 or 400 which at a sushi place is TOTALLY doable) but that is ok, still under my cals by 81 :DDD). Preparing for the beach wed. Gonna get packed tomorrow with all the little surprises that I bought that the BF doesn't know about yet HEHEHE.

I was out shopping with my girlfriend today and she is litterally a size TWO. ugh. Hate standing next to her. We were shopping at target for cute bras for her and OMG did you know they even sold bras for $17??? CUUUTTEEE ones too!
OMG I would own so many bras if I was able to shop there HAAHAHAH. I am kind of hoping I shrink to a DD or a D that way I CAN shop there. Next week is gonna be soo hectic. I start school and have my drivers test and have 5 doc appts (the endo isnt until oct sadly :\) so my health will be on the fast track to recovery! OOT OOT. I am EXCITED! I am sooo gonna do this this time. I said that last time and I did do it, in a way. I said I was gonna lose the weight, I didnt say I was gonna lost it all, I just said I was going to lose weight. which I did. I lost a total of 72 lbs from my highest. I am EXACTLY the same weight right now that I was at this time last year. I am trying to look at it as I have learned how to maintain, even though I have gone up by 10 lbs (mainly water weight) and down by 10 lbs (my lowest) I have stayed generally around this weight so I am hoping it is all downhill from here :D I had only 37 lbs to go till goal and that sounds like so little but now I am back to 47 and that is sooo close to 50 lbs :\ My ultimate goal is to get to 170 but that number yea :\ It is 77 lbs away and looks soooo far. Its discouraging to sit here and say YAY I lost 72 lbs! Boo, I have 77 more to go :\. So yaaayy!!! I lost 72 lbs ! I have 47 left to go :D

I just had to let this all out :D IDK why I am so freakin happy but this whole losing weight thing has me EXCITED! I was going to let myself have 2 free days at the beach but I am doing so well and finding this so easy at the moment that I don't want to break my groove. I know that I will not be within calories range but I am going to eat sensibly. I have two treats planned, squeaky cheese from the tillamook cheese factory and a piece ,yes just one piece of fudge from a little taffy shop in the town we will be staying in, Other than that I will not drink at the casino and I will be SENSIBLE with my selections at the restaurants and at breakfast :D Here we go world get ready for a sexier, skinnier , healthier, prettier and happier me!