5% through the challenge!

Tonight... we are having pizza :X it is on plan, but because this is my low day that means I am grazing all day :\

Breakfast: Apple100


Lunch: Sautee'd mushrooms and roast beef slices 150

Total so far: 250

hmmm now what do I want for a snack?
ooohhh I know!

Snack: Cottage cheese 90

Total so far: 340

Snack: Apple 100

Total so far: 440

Dinner: Pizza 940

Total for today: 1380

day 4 of 100% challenge

This challenge of 10 days/100% has been easier than I thought it would be...however, I am only 4 days in LOL Lets see how the 4th day goes shall we?

Breakfast: Toast and peanut butter 310

Lunch/dinner: Chicken pasta bake 800

Total so far: 1110

Snack: apple 95

Total or today: 1205

Day 3 of 100 days 100%

This is day 3 of the 100 days, 100% challenge! I think I can do this!!! Woot!


Breakfast/lunch: Chicken taco salad 250

Snack: Pear 90

Total so far: 340

Dinner: Chicken stirfry 320

Total so far: 660

Snack: Egg sandwich 265

Total so far: 925

Snack: Chicken taco salad 300

Total for the day: 1225

New day, new challenge

I added two new challenges to my arsenal in the last few days the luscious by labor day challenge and the 100 days of 100% challenge! Can I do it?!?!?! Today is day two so lets see!


Breakfast/Lunch 2 tuna sandwiches 320


Snack: Salad 160

Total so far: 480

Dinner: Chicken salad and Broccoli 500

Total so far: 980

Snack: Pear 90

Total so far: 1070

Snack: Laughing cow cheese and celery 115

Total for today: 1185

School today!!! wewt wewt!

Last night I discovered I am sitting on a solid B for my class WOOT WOOT! It isnt an A but I will take it! Not feeling too bad today :D

Lunch: Salad 300

Snack: Pork chop 400

Total so far: 700

Snack: Sunflower kernels 290

Total so far: 990

Snack: Fiber 1 bar 140

Total so far: 1130

Snack: Baked beans 200

Total for today: 1330

After easter

Sooo, I didnt post yest, but by my calculations I had 2000 cals in 1 meal, which is ok, cause I only ate 1 meal yest :p Today, I am kinda don the same thing its one meal where parts are spread out LOL

Breakfast: ham, pasta salad, deviled eggs 800

Lunch: Pasta salad 400

Total so far: 1200

Snack: Pieces of a chocolate rabbit 300

Total so far: 1500

I was bad I ate the rest of the chocolate bunny and more pasta. I am gonna say total that was another 600 cal

Total for today: 2100

Right, tomorow is gonna be a 1200 cal kinda day...so is the day after LOL

Easter preperations

Today is the day we color eggs and all that crap. Should be fun right? we shall see.....


Lunch: Chicken stirfry 620



Snack: salad 180

Total so far 800

will it ever end?

To add to the long list of things going wrong we can add....my brother in ICU for OD, he decided it was a good idea to swallow a whole months of pills so yay!! dont ya love life?



Breakfast: Eggs, toast and bacon 338

Dinner: Hamburgers and fries 780


Total so far: 1118


Snack: orange 70

Total so far: 1188

Snack: Popcorn 225

Total for today 1413

Not really hungry meh...

Lots of drama and shit lately meh. I havnt eaten much today..... but yea...not much else to say.


Breakfast: egg whites, bacon and toast 288

Snack: Orange 70

Total so far: 358

Dinner: Chicken and broccoli 400


Total so far: 758

Snack: Broccoli and ranch 400

Total so far: 1158

yesterday was bad......

Yesterday....I stped counting cals and just ate what I wanted...it ended up really bad.....yikes!


Snack: Cottage Cheese 90

Lunch: Tuna 100

Total so far:190

Snack: 50

Total so far: 240

Snack: Sautee'd mushrooms 150

Total so far: 390

Dinner : Chinese food 1600

Total so far: 1930

Snack zucchini n ranch 200

Total for today: 2130

Memorial, memories and meals

Today is the memorial for chandra. I found out sunday night she was killed by a drunk driver about 3 blocks from where I was standing and I didnt know it:\ It could have just as easily been me. Sigh. I loved her to death she made my freshman year of high school awesome. I am also out at the school today I have an appointment at 3 with a counselor than a test tonight in health Joyous...

Lunch: 2 seven layer burritos from taco bell 1010

it just keeps getting worse and worse

I got yelled  at today by my mother because I put my hair up and she wanted to see it down, also got yelled at by her cause I needed the light on for homework. another friend died yest and a 3rd friend is in the hosital. Oh joy. Needless to say i havnt been able to eat much today :\


Snack: Ham 450

Snack: swiss cheese wedge 35

Total so far: 485

Dinner: soup 220

Total so far: 705


yep, not good.

wedding day

ok, so not my wedding unfortunately! its a friends but it is a wedding so it is my cheap day..alcohol and carbs....here I come! Not gonna track the most of today but I am tracking what I can.


Breakfast: Cottage cheese and Sausage 480

Stress=sick

Meh I am now sick :\ I also have a wedding ot go to tomorrow oh joy this shall be fun. I havnt really gone off cals for this weeks but I think I will gain because ill prolly be retaining water from being sick :\


Breakfast: Cottage cheese 180

Snack: broccoli and raspberry vinaigrette  60

Total so far: 240

Snack: ham 540

total so far: 780

Dinner: Soup 220

total so far: 990

Snack: Apple 100

Total so far: 1090

Snack: Zuchinni 50

Total so far: 1140

Trying to recover

Not off to too great of a start for today :\ I wasn't to wise with my breakfast" choice. We will see how this plays out.

Breakfast: 2 fiber one bars 280

Snack: Strawberrys 100
Total so far: 380

Snack: Fiber one bar 140


Total so far: 520


Lunch Taco salad 335

Total so far: 855

Dinner: taco salad 335

Total so far: 1190


Snack: Fiber one bar 140


Total so far: 1230

Snack: strawberries 100

Total so far: 1330

Snack: 2 fiber one bars 280

Total so far: 1610

Thank you

I want to say thank you to all of you who have expressed your condolences. It is more than I can say for my own mother and sisters. To know that people who have never met me and only know what is on this blog care enough to express their sympathy warms my heart and soul. It also helps me to look at how I reacted today and my relationship with food. Your support has helped me remember that I need to continue on this journey and not let the loss of a dear friend deter me. She would not want that. Hugs to each and every one of my readers. Thank you for continuing to read and support me on my journey.

Sad day...

Today I am very saddened to report that someone who meant a great deal to me is now passed from this world to whatever is waiting for her. At 5:30 am just as my alarm was going off for my to wake up and I said no, going back to sleep because I had not slept last night she passed.

Breakfast: Ham, eggwhites and cheese. 400
 Pig out time for today : 4 4 ice cream bars 400
2 fiber 1 bars 280
Roast beef 240
Total so far: 1320


Dinner: Taco salad (really big one) 1080

Total so far: 2400

It's back

Ugh my migraine is back SOOO no bueno :\ not feeling the best. I have now actually gotten out of bed to eat though so that is good. I also decided today I am going to try to break up my vitamins and take them spread out like they should be. It was that I didn't think I would remember to take them if I took them in the morning and evening. I think I am going to try breaking some up like the fish oil and the chromium. So now in the AM I will be taking 2 fish oil, 1 pre natal, 2 calcium, 2 cinnamon, 1 chromium, and one vitamin c. I will then take 2 fish oil and  chromium at nights which is upping the fish oil by 1 pill, bringing me to about 1300 grams a day. or maybe is 4000 grams, idk. I will figure it out when I look at the bottle when my brain doesnt hurt LOL

Breakfast/lunch : Romaine lettuce salad with sliced turkey breast and swiss cheese 440

Snack: Lunch meat and celery 160


Total so far: 600

Dinner: pan roasted chicken and Broccoli 400

Total so far: 1000

Snack: Apple 80

Total so far: 1080

Snack: Sautee'd brussel sprouts 225

Total for today:  1305

hypocrites

I hate getting yelled at by people for doing things that they do. All week my mother was bitching at me to not eat all the cottage cheese and in 2 days she eats 1.5 containers of it (we had 2 containers) like really? now its all gone -.- I know it sounds stupid but this is just the tip of the ice burg :\

Breakfast: 4 wasa crackers, 1 wedge laughing cow cheese and some spinach dip 335

snack: Ice cream 90

Total so far: 425

Snack: celery 40

Total so far: 465

Snack: Ham 315

Total so far: 780

Dinner: Chicken gumbo soup and a tuna sandwich 630

Total so far: 1410

snack: crackers n cheese 155

total for today: 1660

and here we go

Kind of a lot of cals this AM hmmmm wonder if I will reach my goal of sticking to the lower side of my calorie allotment today.

Snack: Fiber 1 bar 140



Breakfast: 4 egg whites, 4 oz ham and 1 slice swiss cheese 370

Total so far: 510

Snack: celery 40

Total so far: 550

Dinner: Hot dogs and baked beans 600

Total so far: 1150

Snack: Fiber one bar 140

Total for today: 1290

That is way less than I thought i would reach when I was making dinner actually ;)

goal for the week

My goal this week is to eat totally on plan, no exceptions, no cheating. I am hoping if I do eat on plan and run at least 5 days this week that I can lose 3 lbs *crosses her fingers* here's hoping

Breakfast: Strawberries and a fiber 1 bar 240

Lunch: Turkey sandwich , cottage cheese, crackers and cheese 435

Total so far : 675

Snack: 140

Total so far: 815

snack: ice cream 90

total so far: 905

:dinner: Chicken and ground turkey with some strawberries  800
Total so far: 1700
Snack: Ice cream 130

Total so far: 1830

Snack: Fiber one bar 140

Total for day 1970

i need a scale fairy

I sooooo need a scale fairy!!! the scale is up this week by a lot im hoping its all water weight :X because my fingers etc are tight. Sigh.

Breakfast: Yogurt and strawberries 170
Fiber 1 bar 140

Total so far: 310

Snack: Cottage cheese and half a grapefruit 130

Total so far: 440

Snack: Ice cream 90

Total so far: 530

Dinner : taco salad 500

Total so far: 1030

Snack: 2 crackers and laughing cow cheese 160

Total so far: 1190

Dessert: Ice cream and strawberries 140

Total so far: 1330

tgif!!

wooot friday! bad art is that the scale day is on sun....and i think its gonna hate me.

breakfast: oatmeal 150

snack: fiber 1 bar 140

Total so far: 290

Snack: Sweet potato chips 200

Total so far: 490

Lunch: Cottage cheese and strawberries 190

Total so far: 680

Dinner : Steak and salad 800

Total so far: 1480

Dessert: Ice cream and strawberry's 140

Total for today: 1620

Snack: Chips 160


Total for today 1780

cookie sabatoge......

My sister made cookies last night. If she just made the peanut butter ones, I would and could resist.......I had 6 chocolate chip cookies for dinner last night and another 2 for breakfast this AM. SIGH. Just after I made it in to the 280's too :\


Breakfast: Oatmeal and cookies 400


Lunch: Popcorn 300

Total so far: 700


Snack - Apple and shrimp 140

Total so far : 840


Dinner : salad 520

total so far : 1360

snack: cookies 120

total so far: 1480

Ahhh the joy of extra sleep

I got an extra hour of sleep last night WOOOT! and finished my run 5 mins early today yay!!!! Also this is my last week working on my pala WOOT WOOT so lots of accomplishments this week! Gonna pull my friend celia to go for round in a few WOHOOO



Breakfast: Oat meal and an orange 250

Lunch: Southwest salad 650

Snack: 100

Total so far: 1000

Snack: Fried chicken Breast 250

Total so far: 1250


Dinner: cookies 500

total for day: 1750

ok, not the best dinner and they prob werent 500 cals since package says 2 for 120 but i rounding up cause they were big.

School day!

I have school this evening YAY!!! can't wait. Though today I am going to be WAAAYYYYY over in my calories cause it just seems like I cant get enough protein!!! meh.

Breakfast: Oatmeal and 4 egg whites 250

Lunch: Crab salad 400

Snack: 4 mini sausages 360

Total so far 1010

Yep I am going ot be over because my snacks for school tonight are two fiber 1 bars at 140 each plus I will be having dinner of fried chicken and a salad :\

Snack: Fiber one bars 280

Total so far: 1290

Dinner: Salad 520

Fried chicken 800

Total for today 2610

in a new weight "decade"

Woot im in the 280's YAY!!! im hoping the 280's leave faster than the 290s did!


Breakfast: Oatmeal 150

Snack: 4 sausage 360

Total so far: 510

Lunch Fries 160
Chicken twists 150

Total so far: 820

Dinner: 750

Total so far: 1570

Ok went overboard with the ice cream last night

Snack: Ice cream 600

Total for today 2170

YAY! scale fairys!!

Soo I cought one of those scale fairys that sarge released WOHOOO I was down 2.5 lbs today WOOT!

Breakfast: Oatmeal and an orange 250

Lunch: Salad 500

Total so far: 750

Snack: Orange 100

Total so far: 850

Snack 1 cheese stick 50

 Total so far: 900

Dinner Chicken fetuccini 600

Total for today 1500

Mad at the scale

I steed on the scale today out of curiosity. Yes, I had fried chicken yest but I was mainly good the rest of the week! I even ran most days so what is up?!?!?! I weighed .2 more than I did tuesday! argh.

Breakfast: Meatballs 300

Snack: Orange100

Snack: Ham 360

Total so far: 760

Dinner: Teriyaki chicken and broccoli/cauliflour 400

Total so far: 1160

Snack: Strawberries and an orange 200

Total for today 1360

Morning walks

I've started doing my run/walk at 5 am...ye I said it, 5 am WOWOW yea...is it ever early. I had to get out of my nice, warm comfy bed and go running Meh. It is nice having all the extra time in the AM but by bed time at 11 m, im sooooo exaughsted. I guess that is a good thing, I tend to just knock out at that point :D

Breakfast: Oatmeal and strawberries 400

Lunch: Salad 500

Dinner: Fried chicken and salad 1000

Total so far: 1900

Snack strawberries and meat balls 600

Total for day 2500